Candy apples
BRIANNA GOT A GROSS APPLE. SO I THREW IT AT DANIELLE'S FACE!!!! sam threw stuff at me and i threw stuff at her.. you know what i want another one cuz those were good.. you know what... 2003 is almost over and that's ... not good

New Years Eve
Danielle Brianna Sam are here for the new years. we just begged mom to eat candy apples o joy.. and we have we have dumb & dumberer... we have 8 crazy nights...we ordered PiZza.. we have laffy taffy... we have PARTY STUFF... we have MINTS.. we have LAYS.. we have hats... we have CHOCOLATE... we have PILLOWS.. we have couches... what don't we have.. o yeah :-\ guys to share midnight kisses with :-\... well.. idk where my guy is.. o prolly sleeping :-[ in his blue bath robe :-P... i wouldn't know brianna wants me to call him.. i have a PhOne!
hahaha lol.. anyway i wanna eat my candy apple so im gonna go eat my candy apple with danni brianna and sam.. u guys tonight is gonna be good

Call Jimmy
Everyone is telling me to call Jimmy. CALL JIMMY. DAMMIT! NICOLE LEJARDE RANEY GO CALL JIMMY... eh i wish i knew his last name... lol... yeah i need to call jimmy... but it's 9:06 in the morning he is prolly sleeping.... ahhhhh my gosh I NEED TO TALK TO JIMMY.. haha we have been going out 14 days. that's how long austin and sam went out...

ME AND KELLI R GETTING MARRIED
Blondie146544 (8:19:06 PM): nikky... i have an important question to ask you....
XoNikky RaneyoX (8:19:14 PM): yes
Blondie146544 (8:19:17 PM): will you marry me? :-[:-X
XoNikky RaneyoX (8:19:26 PM): OMG YES :-D :-D :-D
Blondie146544 (8:19:30 PM): =-Oreally?
XoNikky RaneyoX (8:19:35 PM): i've been waiting for this all my life!
XoNikky RaneyoX (8:19:37 PM): kelli I LOVE YOU!!
Blondie146544 (8:19:46 PM): omg i loove you too!!!
XoNikky RaneyoX (8:20:20 PM): :-* :-*
XoNikky RaneyoX (8:20:24 PM): let's start making babies ;-)
XoNikky RaneyoX (8:20:29 PM): hehe
Blondie146544 (8:20:32 PM): where do you wanna get married tho?
Blondie146544 (8:20:46 PM): ohh my goddd... yes TONIGHT... MINE HOUSE...!!!
XoNikky RaneyoX (8:20:47 PM): um.... let's see..... hmmm :-\ decisions..
XoNikky RaneyoX (8:20:51 PM): YEAHHH
XoNikky RaneyoX (8:20:52 PM): :-*
Blondie146544 (8:21:00 PM): ;-)
Blondie146544 (8:21:26 PM): this is gunna be sooo funn
Blondie146544 (8:21:29 PM): :-P
XoNikky RaneyoX (8:21:29 PM): :-P :-P
XoNikky RaneyoX (8:21:31 PM): oooo yesss
XoNikky RaneyoX (8:21:35 PM): I can see it all now
Blondie146544 (8:21:40 PM): whoa me too
XoNikky RaneyoX (8:21:44 PM): I'm gonna put that in my online journal
XoNikky RaneyoX (8:21:46 PM): we are getting married
Blondie146544 (8:21:51 PM): kk
Blondie146544 (8:21:53 PM): haha
XoNikky RaneyoX (8:23:01 PM): :-P
XoNikky RaneyoX (8:23:03 PM): sweeeeet deallll
Blondie146544 (8:23:22 PM): how many kids do you want?
Blondie146544 (8:23:28 PM): :-$
XoNikky RaneyoX (8:23:33 PM): like 3


KELLI AND I ARE GETTING MARRIED

FRIGGIN A
I am so pissed off right now I could shoot someone... I got warned up to 100% by Tino Valpa.. because he had the urge to be gay and warn people for no reason at all... he's in florida or else i'd go to his house and fucking shoot him.. ugh i hate him now i cant get on my sn (nikkeeraynee) and im stuck on fucking xonikkyraneyox and i like dont have a buddy list or profile or anything and im fucking pissed off..... ugh i wanna shoot someone in the ass... and kelli made me something and i love her she made me happy.. lol but i am so mad. I am not talking to TINO ever again he is on my nerves so bad.. ugh... he made up sns just so he could warn me. can we say RETARDED FUCK... Ugh I just wanna shoot tino right now. Gosh I can't believe I ever went out with him he's so immature and abnormally gay and retarded and ugh... i wish that he'd just get eaten in the florida ocean by a SHARK!!!!!!!

Morning
It's 10:15 a.m.. and already I have accomplished so much. LoL. I actually got out of bed.. washed the dishes.. and found where my sneaky parents hid the internet. Today in was in the cookie jar... and I just so happened wanted to eat a cookie & there it was. We have about 7 different internet cords anyway...lol. I just can't get that song out of my head.

So much for all the promises you made
They served you well
And now you're gone and they're wasted on me
So much for you're endearing sense of charm
It served you well
And now its gone and you're wasted on me.

That reminds of him so bad...ha and you don't even know who I'm talking about.. wow.. I feel gross. I weigh 110 pounds today.. I feel fat... I want to lose weight, but I love food. I eat every second.. I feel sick.. I hope I can go to the mall today.. haha fat chance.. I hope really bad though, because I'm not all that sick.. and tomorrow I'm having my new year's bash anyway... that'll be really really really fun---or at least I hope it's really really really fun.......

I got really bored
I got really bored and decided to fill these things out... ohhh boy... lol.. take the time to read this it could interest you..

If I were a month I would be: June or July

If I were a day of the week I would be: Friday

If I were a time of day I would be: Noon

If I were a planet I would be: Uranus.. HAHAA no I'm kidding MARS

If I were a sea creature I would be: NEMO!!!

If I were a direction I would be: "Shake well before every use"

If I were a piece of furniture I would be: a love seat

If I were a sin I would be: adultery...

If I were a historical figure I would be: Abraham Lincoln

If I were a liquid I would be: piss.. Im kidding.. Uhh... apple juice.. NO milk!

If I were a tree I would be: a marijuana plant.. Nah im kidding.. Uhh... a coconut tree

If I were a flower/plant I would be: A ROSE!!!

If I were a kind of weather I would be: sunnnnnyyy

If I were a musical instrument I would be: a guitar

If I were an animal I would be: A BUNNY

If I were a color I would be: magenta

If I were a fruit I would be: HAWAFENA... wait that isn't a fruit is it.. Umm strawberri

If I were a berry I would be: oh.. I think I answered this already

If I were a sound I would be: PLINK!

If I were an element I would be: a skateboard?

If I were a car I would be: Porsche.. Or a Ferrari cuz jimmy wants a Ferrari

If I were a song I would be: How the hell would I be a song.. I don't even understand that.. Um.. Well I like the song rapid hope loss

If I were a food I would be: sushi.. Eww no I'd be raw fish.. How about a nice cookie

If I were a place I would be: a pool..

If I were a material I would be: cotton

If I were a taste I would be: sour

If I were a scent I would be: grapefruit

If I were a word I would be: Iggaba

If I were an object I would be: ....hehehe... umm.... A condom

If I were a body part I would be: ewww a dick

If I were a facial expression I would be: a licky face

If I were a cartoon character I would be: blossom the power puff girl

If I were a shape I would be a: a heart

If I were a number I would be: 16

[ x ] Spell your first name backwards - ykkin or elocin

[ x ] Are you a homo - ....yeah all the time

[ x ] Where do you live - Dover,NH

[ x ] 4 words that sum you up - talkative...notorious...outspoken...naughty

DESCRIBE YOUR

[ x ] Wallet? Louis Vuitton

[ x ] hairbrush- khari got me one and it's red and sparkly and the other one is estee lauder and It has a monkey on it

[ x ] Toothbrush? pink

[ x ] Jewelry worn daily ? Necklace from Kadi... umm...that's all.. And a ring from kyla's agenda

[ x ] Pillow cover? I don't know

[ x ] Blanket - uhhhh

[ x ] Coffee cup - it says life's a bitch then u die

[ x ] Sunglasses ? I don't have any except for my dad's....

[ x ] Underwear ? Thong... yes as everyone has probably seen....

[ x ] Shoes - ...umm... etnies & volatiles.. Both pink

[ x ] Handbag ? Backpack....u mean.. its pink

[ x ] Favorite top ? No idea

[ x ] CD in stereo right now ? A mix I made

[ x ] Tattoos - nope

[ x ] Piercings - ears

[ x ] What you are wearing now ? Magenta rusty shirt... weathervane jeans.. Sweater thingy... um.. Undies.. A bra... make up

[ x ] Hair ? Brown with blonde highlites

[ x ] Makeup ? eyeliner

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)

[ x ] In my mouth - ...a dick.. Just kidding.. Um.. A cream saver

[ x ] In my head - I can't stop thinking about........... (like I'd tell you)

[ x ] Wishing - that I won't be sick so I can go to the mall with Danielle tomorrow

[ x ] After this - talking to ppl online and ... umm eating

[ x ] Talking to ? Danielle , mark , sam , Rachel , tino , chip

[ x ] Eating ? Uh... ice cream

[ x ] Fetishes ? EYES... BRUNETTES..... But mostly EYES and STOMACHS

[ x ] If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason ? Jessica tippett.. For more reasons than needed to be shared

[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now ? JIMMY!!! SOOOOOO BAD

[ x ] Is next to you ? A chair..

[ x ] Some of your favorite movies ? Bring it on.. The new guy.. Freaky Friday.. Jack ass

[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month ? Going back to school!

[ x ] The last thing you ate ? Ice cream

[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of ? Dying.... Hahaha im deathly afraid of dying..

[ x ] Do you like candles ? OMG NO!!!! I HATE CANDLES SOO BAD IM SCARED OF THEM

[ x ] Do you like hot wax ? Ummmm.....

[ x ] Do you like incense ? no it smells bad

[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood? EWWWWWW

[ x ] Do you believe in love ? I used to...but I been hurt

[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - I DID

[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - I used to...

[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - yeah

[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness - ..I wish that someone else did...

[ x ] Do you believe in God - yea

[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die ? Frozen in a glass jar.. idk

[ x ] Who is your worst enemy ? Jessica tippett

[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be ?A BUNNY

[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up ? All night long

[ x ] Ever been to Belgium ? no

[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - yeah.. sushi

[ x ] What's your favorite coin - penny.. Cuz u know abe...

[ x ] What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to - Oviedo florida...and that's all.. Cuz I love dover

[ x ] What are some of your favorite pig out foods ? What aren't,.. lol I eat everything

[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand ? Me...

[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better ? Boys...

[ x ] Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time ? Morgan and colin

[ x ] What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow - TO GO TO THE MALL WITH DANIELLE



1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? Nicole Lejarde Raney

2. WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING? Blue Jeans

3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? "With You" -Jessica Simpson

4. WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE NUMBER? 4513

5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? I don't know.. Ice cream

6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? magenta

7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW? night time

8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? Danielle...

9. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? eyes

10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS? ...I found it on a site

11. HOW ARE YOU TODAY? My mom said im sick...

12. FAVORITE DRINK? Strawberri daquriris

13. FAVORITE ALCHOLIC DRINK: read above

14. FAVORITE SPORTS? Idk...

15. HAIR COLOR? Brownish blondish cuz of the lites

16. EYE COLOR? Chocolate brown

17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? no

18. SIBLINGS AND THEIR AGE? ----

19. FAVORITE MONTH? June

20. FAVORITE FOOD? sushi

21. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Jackass

22. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? My birthday

24. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? Yes but im not too shy to walk to up some kid I don't know at lunch and say `you're fine..."

25. DO YOU LIKE SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDING MOVIES BETTER? happy ending movies

26. SUMMER OR WINTER? summer I HATE WINTER

27. HUGS OR KISSES? Hugs and kisses

28. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE-NIGHT STANDS: relationships...ehh... even tho im not very good at keeping them

29. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? vanilla

30. LIVING ARRANGEMENTS? Mom and dad

31. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? Im not..I just finished get it while it's hot.or not.

32. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? colorvision

33. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? Eh....

34. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT? Well that's too sexual.. Haha no I was sick...

35. FAVORITE SMELLS? Jakar or whatever jimmy and wilmer wear

36. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? ...him...

37. NICKNAMES? Nikky... Nikko...Nikkers...Niksta...Nik Nik.... Nanananaikky... umm.. I have a lot.. Bubonka.. Speddy... nikar...

38. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO *NOW*? Rapid Hope Loss-- Dashboard confessional

39. NAME FIVE OF YOUR FAVORITE PIG-OUT FOODS.

1) french fries

2) popcorn

3) donuts

4) cookies

5) cheese and crackers

41. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A MAKEOVER? ummmmm

42. SO, WHAT'D YOU DO TODAY? Sat my ass on this computer

43. WHAT'S THE LONGEST TIME YOU'VE STAYED OUT OF THE COUNTRY/WHERE? 16 months in the philippines

44. ONE THING YOU'RE GRATEFUL FOR, TODAY. my friends

45. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HIGH SCHOOL MEMORY? umm... not even in HS yet

46. LET'S BE ROBOTS! sure

47. DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM WEDDING. ...im just a little girl

48. READ ANY GOOD BOOKS LATELY? Yea tons

49. NAME THREE [3] TEACHERS YOU LIKED IN SCHOOL.
1) mr. thompson

2) Ms.Isabelle

3) Miss Tarantino

50. WORST TEACHER- MRS CASWELL

51. WORST FASHION TREND- it might hurt ur feelings

52. THE SCHOOL PICTURE YOU BURIED IN YOUR BOTTOM DRAWER? .....o geez....it's a pic of someone...

53. DO YOU HAVE ANY WEIRD PREFERENCES? WHAT ARE THEY? I don't know what that means

54. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? Ugh.... How they move on so quickly...

55. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND? I have a lot of those...

56. WHO IS YOUR BOY/GIRLFRIEND? Jimmy...... I don't know his last name.. I can't spell it to be quite honest

57. FOUR THINGS YOU'RE DOING RIGHT NOW:

1) typing

2) sitting

3) smiling

4) blinking



58. GIVE YOURSELF A PORN STAR NAME. Nikky raney

59. DO YOU HAVE ANY WEIRD SLEEPING HABITS? Like I'd tell you

60. WHAT DO YOU PLAN TO DO THIS SUMMER? ...get him back....

61. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SONG RIGHT NOW? I dunno

62. WRITE A LINE FROM ANY SONG. This guy that I fell for he wanted more and more

63. DO YOU KNOW AT LEAST ONE DISNEY SONG BY HEART? WHICH ONE? When u wish upon a star...

64. DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM HOUSE. a big one

65. YOUR TYPICAL SLEEPWEAR: heehawed....

66. WHAT'S IN YOUR BAG/PURSE? money

67. WHAT'S IN YOUR WALLET? money,

68. HOW MUCH MONEY DO YOU HAVE IN YOUR WALLET RIGHT NOW? i have 20 dollars... eh

69. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PAIR OF SHOES? etnies

70. IF YOU COULD'VE GONE TO YOUR SENIOR PROM IN A DIFFERENT OUTFIT, WHAT WOULD IT
BE? havent gone yet

71. HOW WAS YOUR SENIOR PROM? didnt go yet



CURRENTS

Current Clothes: shirt and pants

Current Mood: frustrated...hurt...confused

Current Music: feelin this--blink 182

Current Taste: ...gatorade

Current Hair: wet

Current Annoyance: my mom

Current Smell: uhh........ Roses?

Current thing I ought to be doing: resting

Current Desktop Picture: it says love me hate me either way im on ur mind

Current Favorite Artist: no idea

Current Favorite Group: too many

Current Book: idk

Current DVD In Player: no

Current Color Of Toenails: no..

Current Refreshment: water

Current Worry: a lot of stuff....

Current Crush: hello.........

Current Favorite Celebrity: YOU!!!!

LASt PERSON
You Touched: I hugged my mom

You Talked to: ... im talking to people online

You Hugged: my mom..

You Instant messaged: Danielle

You Yelled At: my mom

You Had A Crush On: jimmy..

Who Broke Your Heart: I broke my own heart



FAVORITE
Food: sushi


Drinks: I answer this question so much

Colors: magenta

Shoes: etnies

Candy: butterfingers and starburst

Animal: bunnies

TV Show: Degrassi.. The OC.. One Tree Hill...GilMore Girls...7th heaven

Song: too many to pick from



ARE YOU:

Understanding: depends on the person...

Open-minded: yea i think

Insecure: sometimes

Interesting: yep

Hungry: all the time haha

Friendly: I guess

Smart: yea

Moody: sometimes

Childish: YES

Independent: NO

Hard working: uhh

Organized: no

Healthy: yea

Emotionally Stable: ummm

Shy: no

Difficult: very

Attractive: to some people, I guess?

Bored easily: uhh yea

Messy: yes

Responsible: kinda

Obessed: yeah

Angry: umm

Sad: yes

Happy: no

Trusting: not really

Talkative: all da tiime

Different: uhh.. maybe?

Unique: I can be

Ignored: yea

Content: like a cat

Optimistic: no

Deep thinker: sometimes

Self disciplined: no way

Sleepy: very

Lonely: yea



WHO DO YOU WANT TO:

Kill: a jess tippett

Slap: ********

Be like: who knows

Talk to Offline: Jimmy

Three Things....
Three things you did today.
[x] ate ice cream
[x] took a shower
[x] talked on the phone


Three groups/artists you listened to today.
[x] Jessica Simpson.. aha
[x] Dashboard Confessional
[x] Simple Plan


Three things that make you happy.
[x] Best Friends
[x] Boyfriends
[x] Sweet Guys...


Three things that disgust you.
[x] Liars
[x] Throwing Up
[x] Blood


Three things you love.
[x] Best Friends
[x] Boy Friends
[x] Poetry


Three things you'll do when you complete this.
[x] talk on aol instant messanger
[x] convince my folks i'm not sick so i can go to the mall with danielle
[x] listen to tunes

Three things you feel right now.
[x] confused
[x] frustrated
[x] sad

TiRed
I am so sick and tired right now. I'm finally allowed online.. well i snuck on but daddy said it was okay.. and what am i doing.. there's like no one to talk to! well there's george haha.. he's always really fun to talk to. my dad got the wrong magazine.. the prom issue of seventeen.. umm i don't think i'm going to prom. I wonder who I'll go to semi with. I hope I go to semi with Jimmy.. then again semi is like 5 months away.. and lemme be the one to tell you a shit load can happen in 5 months.. I'm so sick and i feel like crud.. uhh i want cheese and crackers.. my dad's paying bills and my mom is at work.. and everyone is away... sometimes i wonder why i bother expressing how i feel to some people. No matter how much i care some people are just assholes..
I hate how i get all the blame and regrets. Like seriously.. whenever i think i did the right thing it comes back and bites me on the ass.. and then i'm regreting a bunch of stuff and im like all sad and bleeehhh and it just sucks.. ugh...
I wanna write a poem but i don't know what i'd write about because if i write how i feel it's just gonna be me admiting how i feel.. i don't wanna admit how i really feel. i'm not ready to tell the world how i feel.. the world isn't ready to know how i feel. i'm not even ready to tell myself yet. So i guess i'll just deny it for a while.. even though these thoughts won't leave my brain. sometimes i just wish that these thoughts would go away. i wish that i could just be normal.. i wish that i could run back to my past.. but why.. my past is just a bunch of hurt.. i wish i could forward to my future.. but then i'd lose time. and as mrs. huchison once taught us time is the most precious thing of all...
wow i needa stop paying attention in english class... ha...

BoReD
I'm not even suppose to be online.. but i am.. i am sick. my daddy went to go buy me a magazine and me and brett and brianna are talking about deep throating and pleasure and all that stuff.. i'm sick.. did i mention that.. i haven't talked to my dear sweet jimmy in forever.. i needa call him when im not sick.. i want him to come over on new years cuz im having people over and i need someone to kiss at midnight.. and it's not gonna be brianna.. lol j/k.. i want more ice cream and i want my magazine and i want cheese and crackers. omg it's so tasty i have cheese that is sharpe cheddar from kraft and it is the yummiest cheese EVER holy macaroon... haha that sounded really retarded dint it.. i needa stop thinking about someone.. .. i had a dream that paul and george were making out.. poor kelley.. haha... now i got people asking me all sorts of weird questions....


ok u know what gets me.. a guy can be single for like ever before he goes out with me but after we break up he isnt single very long.. examples:
tino valpa..i was his first real girlfriend he was single like a long time before we went out.. then we broke up and he goes out with jess t. 2 weeks later.. he can stay single all that time but after we break up he cant
james tsoukalas... he was single a while before we went out we break up and then he goes out with jess t. like 4 days later...

that is messed..

maybe it's the curse of jessica tippett...
man i hate her...


<3 nikky